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its weird. i find some attraction to people caught up in drugs, having home issues, emotionally unstable, and pretty much the "bad" stereotype. i get really interested in their lifes. and i also think it has something to do with me knowing that im a step above it all and knowing that i could be the stabalizer. i love knowing that they arent so into themselves that there is room where they can be into me. i like the fact that they arent plugged into routine, and dont act as if they were trained by someone, but they do their own thing, nothing holds them back, and they experience life more than anyone else. the good boys are like machines always set for one mission, one task, one obligation. the ones who are daring are exciting, interesting and almost like a high. i want a bad boy.