Jun 17, 2005 12:20
wow..... cant remember the last time i wrote in this thing....
So much has happened over the last few months..... gettin fucked over has been my key one at that....Jens a fuckin bitch and doesnt talk to me after all the shit I did for her...Her and her bf george wanted to run away and i kept them in my house and hid them in my attic for like a day and then her mom found out that they were there and I had to get them out and they went to this kid coreys house for the night and then went back to georges i guess and then got caught...she came to school the next day and she was all fine with me and she was Sooo thank full and then the next day she leaft.....for 2 weeks she was gone... idk were the fuck she went..she didnt call me and i delt with everyones shit say.. ohh jens pregent adn george kidnapped and raped her. I delt with her moms fuckin bullshit to.... besides the fact that shes fuckin fucked up in the head.. she had a fuckin sheriff come to the house i was babysittin at and question me and then i get a call the night before ball and its jen, she starts SCREAMING at me... sayin i fuckin hate u and all this... i was talkin shit bout her mom and that she was gonna punch my face in (yea right) ....it was a shitty feeling at that... considering Idk wat i did.... monday came and she didnt do shit to me..... she asked me for her math book that was about it.... it kinda sucks tho.... to lose someone that u were so close to and you tried to help them and then they do that...her mom was up my ass sayin she was gonna arrest me...she couldnt if she tried...but what ever... and then she was telling Charlie all this stuff about me... thank god he doesnt care and the fact that i already told him everything about myself so it didnt really matter....it sucks cuz no matter what id never tell ANYONE,ANYTHING bout her life. But i guess people arent so nice.
But besides that..... I been screwed over by guys alot....like Ken was one.... man thats a story and ahalf to say...guys lie a lot. He said he wanted this and this and this....and i guess we were seeing each other but....idk, he said he didnt wanna "rush" into anything... well tolate for THAT! ugg
Well now im happy... im goin out with an ex from like 3 YEARS ago!! haha hes very good to me, i like that. He compliments me alot and it makes me feel good about my self!*smiles* haha he came over yesterday!! ohh baby!!!!!! haha that was fun. Hes coming with my tmrw to the car show and hopefully kels is goin to!! haha well idk....i think its time to write in this bitch again.. haha cuz now my life doesnt blow so much...
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