I Love You Allie..
She is with God now, she was too good for me.
-Romeo and Juliet, Nurse, Act 1 Scene 3
Well I was told that this helps, so here it goes.
Dearest Allison,
I know you're in a better place and that should make me feel better but I cant help but think that I could have done something to help you. Maybe if I had gave out more flyers, or told more people that you may still be here.
I know if you were here you'd say. "Stop being dumb..." But I dont know how else to think.
When I found out yesterday at work I was heartbroken. I knew that something jut wasn't sitting right with me Monday Night when I couldnt stop feeling sad.
All during work I kept thinking about you and thinking back.
You were my best childhood friend, and I'll always remember our Beacon Hill days.
Thinking about our many games of spider web in the pool, our many spit games in which you kicked my butt, and knowing that that scar on my knee was from when we collided into each other during bombardamin. You helped me with the 'Love of my life' Billy Cole.
I remember watching you get your breathing treatments but I never once realized how severe it was because you never showed it.
Thank you for being a wonderful friend. Our late night IM conversations about Passions and 'Was Ethan and Theresa EVER going to get back together' And our livejournal comments back and forth will forever be plagued in my mind.
I remember the last thing I said to you was:
You Better get well soon Miss Allison, because you have to come and see me in 'Crazy for you' Because I'm 'crazy for you'.
Had I known it was the last thing I was to say to you I would have thought of something better to say.
All I know is that you were such a wonderful friend, and I know your not hurting anymore so I should be happy for you. I know now you -will- be at my show and I'll dedicate my performance to you because you are my
"Someone who'll watch over me"
Be Good
Ren
_safira March 1, 2004
-Romeo and Juliet, Nurse, Act 1 Scene 3
Well I was told that this helps, so here it goes.
Dearest Allison,
I know you're in a better place and that should make me feel better but I cant help but think that I could have done something to help you. Maybe if I had gave out more flyers, or told more people that you may still be here.
I know if you were here you'd say. "Stop being dumb..." But I dont know how else to think.
When I found out yesterday at work I was heartbroken. I knew that something jut wasn't sitting right with me Monday Night when I couldnt stop feeling sad.
All during work I kept thinking about you and thinking back.
You were my best childhood friend, and I'll always remember our Beacon Hill days.
Thinking about our many games of spider web in the pool, our many spit games in which you kicked my butt, and knowing that that scar on my knee was from when we collided into each other during bombardamin. You helped me with the 'Love of my life' Billy Cole.
I remember watching you get your breathing treatments but I never once realized how severe it was because you never showed it.
Thank you for being a wonderful friend. Our late night IM conversations about Passions and 'Was Ethan and Theresa EVER going to get back together' And our livejournal comments back and forth will forever be plagued in my mind.
I remember the last thing I said to you was:
You Better get well soon Miss Allison, because you have to come and see me in 'Crazy for you' Because I'm 'crazy for you'.
Had I known it was the last thing I was to say to you I would have thought of something better to say.
All I know is that you were such a wonderful friend, and I know your not hurting anymore so I should be happy for you. I know now you -will- be at my show and I'll dedicate my performance to you because you are my
"Someone who'll watch over me"
Be Good
Ren
_safira March 1, 2004