soon. soon?
There is so much I don't see, didn't see, can't see. What the fuck is wrong with me!
Just think that I'm damn blind. Always thinking that I get along with ppl jiu okay le, but at the end of the day everyone else is super close to each other and im just... not there.
I have no time no right to angst right now. But i cant hold it back anymore....
I love the night because I don't have to hold back my tears...
It hurts so fking deep when my failures come back to haunt me. I wish i can be like Sawako, be contented with friends that truely matter, no matter how few. But I'm just envious of how everyone else is not hurting like this...
But I'll be fine. Just not now... soon.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhbFr1ljCSU
Just think that I'm damn blind. Always thinking that I get along with ppl jiu okay le, but at the end of the day everyone else is super close to each other and im just... not there.
I have no time no right to angst right now. But i cant hold it back anymore....
I love the night because I don't have to hold back my tears...
It hurts so fking deep when my failures come back to haunt me. I wish i can be like Sawako, be contented with friends that truely matter, no matter how few. But I'm just envious of how everyone else is not hurting like this...
But I'll be fine. Just not now... soon.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhbFr1ljCSU