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Things I'm glad I've done in my twenty years of living, things I'm not proud of, the things I still wanna do.
own stuff toys that i love to bits
lost >20 friends
like <5 boys
LOVE 5 boys, my boys, the dong bang boys :)
wondered about love
cried about love
watch movie in the 2nd row
received valentines gifts of gratitude & friendship
cried and felt human again a million times
quarrel for no reason a million times
wondered why am I tied down a hundred times
wondered if anyone else will ever want me a hundred times
wondered if one day, they will need me more than i need them
still searching for answers
had served as a waiter, slogged as a admin, and made friends, a few but wonderful along the way
read mangas that taught me alot, made me love a lot, and realised more about love and life
gain a slight appreciation (and apprehension but.. you know..) about the supernatural 'cause of xxxholic & legal drug
marvel at how superficial and bitchy some girls can get
marvel at how underhand people can be, young as we are
found friends that i can be comfortable with
found friends that understand my heart
still having my heart on my sleeve
hold a blog that contains bits of my soul and love and heart
learned how to dress a bit more like my age
learned how to dress, basically
learned to be less shy, more confident
became slightly more rightfully opinionated
learned to put others' feelings first
learned that some people just can't get along (with me)
learned that there are some things I shouldn't care
learned that there are some things that others don't give a heck about doesn't mean I shouldn't
realised that many people like to 'act blur live longer' and that I do too, unconsciously or not
started to care too much about some things, which I am definitely not proud of
decided to change and care less about truly unnecessary things and care about what should really be cared about lol
made wrong choices in studying and had my due consequences...
faced the consequences but with much tears
decided to be stronger but not to lose my heart
learned that although some people may seem to like you, but do not
learned that no matter what, just love them.
or at least, don't hate them. that much :)
and i'm still learning.