Jul 07, 2004 14:32
Ok, let's see if we can lay some stuff to rest here, ok? Ryan, none of this was supposed to fall back on you, so I'm making a declaration here. This is between me and Becky, no one else has anything to do with this. This was just the straw that broke the camel's back. She's done lots of things to lots of people. She made lots of people dislike my girlfriend by lying about something that was supposedly said. She made my life a living hell for a while. The things she did to Ryan did piss me off. She wouldn't let him use his own phone to call about a job, she acted like she owned him. I remember a phone convo where she was mad because he didn't tell her he was going somewhere and acted like he wasn't supposed to have a life. She acted like she was the center of the universe, and that all should be bowing down and worshipping her. I won't go into details about ALL the things she's done, that really isn't THAT important. I do know that she would steal this one teacher's car and drive it around. I think they caught her, so I'm not going to harp on that.
But the thing that pisses me off the most, is that she wasn't raised to be that way. I know about her upbringing, I was her best friend for a long time. Her parents worked hard, were honest, were willing to help out anytime it was needed, traits Beck used to have. They raised her to be good and fair, but instead she's selfish and cruel. It's not her parents fault, they've got nothing to do with this. I just don't understand why, ya know? She didn't used to be like this. That's why when she lied about another one of my best friends supposedly raping her, it didn't piss me off as much as it frustrated me. I didn't know why she did that. I knew the truth, so I stood up. But then that labeled me as some sort of bad guy.
I got tired of being lied to after a while. I used to trust Becky with my life. If she said it, then I used to think it was true, she doesn't lie. Well, that was then. Now I don't know what to think you know?
I'm just tired of seeing people get hurt because she doesn't like them, or has no use for them or what the fuck ever, you know?