Truth in time
Mom and I had a pretty good conversation last night about the changes in my character over the past 3.5 years. So I thought, what better insights of (those discussed) can I have by going through my diaries, emails, unsent letters and scribbles. I came across one particular email entry to en, sent early 2008.
"I love you.
For everything you have given up for me...
And it is something you must know - that I really do.
(:
Love,
P."
At that point of time, I would probably only have had a very shallow comprehension of love, 'everything' and 'that I really do'. With time revealing it's trump card, I can now relate it's worth/value to every single word typed... I am glad all events happened. Even if it went into a repeat mode, I am glad for them. It might have crushed my ideals, stripped my faith and threw me into a question frenzy, but it made me stronger and tad much wiser. So I guess it is now down to lousy's one prime advice - " it gets easier the second time."