May 10, 2005 15:35
Hi. *sigh* Tired, angry, and depressed pretty much says it all for today. It stunk so incredibly badly. *sigh* I'm just in such a terrible mood right now. I just want to make a little bed in the basement and sleep until I'm 100 years old. *sigh*< I seem to be doin that a lot lately. This will be quick...
Pop-ups suck. Anyways, I got a new layout. I made the background for it, and I changed the avatar- it said 'love is like a rollercoaster' and I changed it to 'life is like a rollercoaster' cause that sums everything up into one. Well, it reminds me of the circus in some weird way- the light yellow and dark blue or something. And the rollercoaster avatar too. I love it though...actually, you know I just noticed that 'rollercoaster' is spelled wrong! Omg...its not 'rollarcoaster', is it..?? No its not. *sigh* I'll have to change that now.....rrrghhh.
Well, there was a track meeting tonight. From what I can tell uhh...Cailyn, Erica, Lauren, Alexis, Becky, and Mike are all there...didnt get an invite. So yeah, not exactly thrilled about that. No one was even walking home today cause everyone's there... =\ =( I guess someone thought that my mom doesnt let us do anything after school though..? Well, thats partially true, but really my mom just doesnt let us walk to people's houses after school to sleepover, cause she says thats ' too long to be away from home' or somethin or other. Cause when you think about it, I would leave home at 7 A.M and then not get back til about 12-1 P.M the next day. Thats more than 24 hours. But anyways, everyone's at Italian Village and then off to the track meet. Yeah I feel dandy. I just dont like bein left out when my friends do big group things together without me is all. I've always had a problem with bein left out (cause someone used to do that to me all the time..I bet you can guess who).
Then I suddenly couldnt find my bag of soccer stuff for clubs 7th period. I'm running around the school crying, and at like 2:20 I finally found it in Mrs. Dickerts.....rrrghh....So then I just kinda sat there in Stephens for a half hour. =(
I have practice tonight...ugh. Then I want to go to the library if I'm not too tired, cause this book I'm reading is too..old. It was written in 1904 (this one was just published in 1981) so yeah. Buh bye...
~Amy-Sue~
{I cant help but wonder
I'm flying, flying in slow motion
wind through my hair and
ripping through the scene amid
all the wreckage, it could be so easy}