May 25, 2005 12:15
man it's been awhile!
so last night i'm driving home from work (miller time pub cocktail waitress in milwaukee...lovin' it!) and i realized that i talk to myself. i mean when you're driving home on the long boring expressway at one in the morning and no one answers your calls, you have to keep yourself awake. i'm assuming that's what my subconscious was thinking as i'm sitting there having imaginary conversations. so then at some point i start thinking to myself, who do i think is listening to me right now? which totally freaked me out because i was afraid that there actually was someone listening hunched in my backseat. it's really easy to scare the crap out of yourself that late at night after working a seven hour shift.
awww shoot lisa kudrow is on access hollywood and it reminded me that it's been a full year since we graduated and friends ended...(sigh)...
so this summer i've been up in milwaukee almost every day working but i'm making a lot of money and having fun so that's good. friday is my first non-training day which really doesn't mean anything because i've been taking my own tables for a while now but now i get to keep the tips that i make rather than hand them over to my trainer. which is obviously a great thing. lonestar might not let me become a server because it's a waste of time to train people who will only be around on breaks but i'm protesting. i know the menu and i'm already a waitress somewhere else...i really don't need much training. god help me if i haven't learned the drill in the past two years i've worked there!
ugh my phone just beeped to let me know i missed a call but it didn't ring. it's a piece of crap and i can get a new one under my warranty, but then i lose all of my test messages and pictures that i have saved and here are some that i am just not ready to give up yet.
i work thursday and friday and then i'm off until next friday so i think that after the sox game on tuesday night i'm going to spend tuesday through sunday at my daddy's. i zipped down there on saturday to see him and the marquette girls and i realized once again how much i belong there. the first time that i was genuinely happy this summer was when i decided to go down there out of nowhere. the only hard part is that my dad isn't really used to having a teenager live with him (even though i'm there all the time and lived with him one summer) so he still tries to give me curfews, whereas at my mom's house i come and go as i please and no one notices. but i'll just have my mom talk to him and i'm sure it will all be fine...
alright i'm off to watch my all my children!