Sep 25, 2005 10:39
lately i have been feeling sucky. i cried last night at work cause one of the cooks called
me fat. i seriously need to do something. i'm sick of always getting made fun of for
being fat. but it just sucks cause i try to lose weight but then it just all goes down hill.
people are just so mean. no wonder why people like me are bitches to everyone cause
i don'twant to open up because they end up not liking me and talking shit about me.
i seriously can't stand living in a judgemental world. i wish everyone could love
everyone for who they are and not what they look like. i know i make fun of people
sometimes but i only do it so they don't have a chance to make fun of me first.
i'm not looking for sympathy. don't try to tell me i'm fine. cause i know i'm not
and you know it too.