Sooooo totally me. Also, when we were at Pride, Jill Sobule (singer of "I Kissed a Girl") sang a song that went something like, "You're never going to love me..." and I raised my hand and exclaimed, "Oh my god this is totally my song!"
I'm okay with this whole being alone thing, truly. Everyone says it's pessimistic--I just say realistic. I'm comfortable with being on my own--and I know I'm just 20 and dumb and dramatic and don't know any better, yet... hopefully it's a phase.
Also, things with Boss Lady are good. We're getting along well. She's in love with her best friend (who doesn't know) and we talked about that... I've been in a similar position before.
I'm happy.