I'm becoming the part that don't last
ugh. I am home sick. again.
I don't know why this is the year everything in me falls apart but I would like it to stop. I woke up this morning with a fever and dizzy and all I could do was call in and then crawl back in bed. the fever is gone now but I feel all wrung out and weak and stupid (which I know, I know, I have no control over this) and just want to cry. also I never feel more alone than I do when I'm sick. actually not alone. lonely.
in an attempt to cheer myself up I've been reading Darcy/Steve Rogers fic. why isn't there more fic about Darcy punching Cap's V-card? Or Loki. I'll take Loki as well. just not Tony because at this point I find myself much more likely to ship Tony/Bruce (or Pepper because ♥) ANYWAY. more Darcy/Steve is what I'm saying.
I don't know why this is the year everything in me falls apart but I would like it to stop. I woke up this morning with a fever and dizzy and all I could do was call in and then crawl back in bed. the fever is gone now but I feel all wrung out and weak and stupid (which I know, I know, I have no control over this) and just want to cry. also I never feel more alone than I do when I'm sick. actually not alone. lonely.
in an attempt to cheer myself up I've been reading Darcy/Steve Rogers fic. why isn't there more fic about Darcy punching Cap's V-card? Or Loki. I'll take Loki as well. just not Tony because at this point I find myself much more likely to ship Tony/Bruce (or Pepper because ♥) ANYWAY. more Darcy/Steve is what I'm saying.