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so tomorrow is my colonoscopy. I'm not too worried about the procedure and I find it useless at this point to worry about what they might find but holy jesus god the prep for it is quite possibly the most miserable I've ever been. it pretty much consists of drinking this disgusting solution that tastes a little like diluted alka seltzer mixed with gatorade and then my insides exploding out of me. so I pretty much want to die. I just have to keep reminding myself that it will be over tomorrow. which really does nothing to stop me from all the crying I've been doing. health stuff sucks.
- other than that I've been stalking tumblr and falling in love with martin freeman. which seems like a fairly good life decision. also reading a bunch of Sherlock fics because. reasons.
- also watching season one of the west wing. which is just about perfection. Jed/Leo forever and ever ♥ (actually Abby/Jed/Leo is really where my heart is. because Jed and Leo are so perfect but Jed and Abby are like the best married couple ever so. yeah.)