sometimes, it hurts instead

[lovefloats]

i want out,
i feel caged,
suffocated,
held back,
by my own chains.

it is getting better,
then i regress.
i need to remember,
and remember
and remember.

and also to forget.

ughhhh arrrghhhhhhhhhh.
my mind,
my skin.
i feel like im moulting.

its unpleasant,
but it'll be worth it.
i think.

oh riane, who exactly are you?

it should be noted. i find the process of moving on, decluttering, throwing away things,
extremely hard.

its painful, to be throwing away jc/uni stuff.