this time what i want is you
09/09/09
its just 3 more years of these kind of dates, then its a thousand year wait again!
anyway, tmr's a free day, and im so glad for it!
today went to olps bcos a.maureen made a mass for granny cos it would have been her 83rd or 84th birthday i think. i know she's doing fine with jesus, but it feels a looong way off.
and it wasn't the same.. i guess ive really moved on? but its still kinda sad im no longer attached to the 15+yrs of my life spent in catholicism.
sad, but true.. and looking back, i'm still glad i went through everything, from baptism to confirmation. all thats still a part of me, and i am all the better for it, i think its made me more aware of what's at stake now.
anyway, i hate it when people underestimate me, or doubt me, or simply just ignore me. ughhhh so annoying.
its days like this i wished i stayed on campus. then i can separate school and family and then maybe i wouldnt get so annoyed with one or the other,and give each the time n total focus i need to.
don't give up on me yet
don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
but don't let me
stay here alone
p.s: i think this could be the first time(maybe in a long time) i chose determined as mood theme, and it feels good! :D
its just 3 more years of these kind of dates, then its a thousand year wait again!
anyway, tmr's a free day, and im so glad for it!
today went to olps bcos a.maureen made a mass for granny cos it would have been her 83rd or 84th birthday i think. i know she's doing fine with jesus, but it feels a looong way off.
and it wasn't the same.. i guess ive really moved on? but its still kinda sad im no longer attached to the 15+yrs of my life spent in catholicism.
sad, but true.. and looking back, i'm still glad i went through everything, from baptism to confirmation. all thats still a part of me, and i am all the better for it, i think its made me more aware of what's at stake now.
anyway, i hate it when people underestimate me, or doubt me, or simply just ignore me. ughhhh so annoying.
its days like this i wished i stayed on campus. then i can separate school and family and then maybe i wouldnt get so annoyed with one or the other,and give each the time n total focus i need to.
don't give up on me yet
don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
but don't let me
stay here alone
p.s: i think this could be the first time(maybe in a long time) i chose determined as mood theme, and it feels good! :D