a model agency called for me today
yesterday * real world was not on i was pissed.. i couldnt fall asleep for shit.
today * was just weird in general.. science sucked another lab ughh me n sherry make a great team.. espanol we all cheated on the test =) it was grand.. math we had a test it was very important that we all do good especially me i didnt think id have to take it b/c i was suppose to stay after.. if anything ill get a 10 at most.. i tried to cutt my wrist with a pen cap.. barely worked but it was all red.. so much for that.. lunch was kinda boring i ate chicks skittles.. she always knows how to cheer me up =) anglish was boring.. capt crap =( us his i talked to marian n justine with my brown gloves on.. awesomeness. health sucked.. issues in gov i got the topic of should the gun law be relaxed? stupid topic i wanted something good.. even though i <3 guns =) tomarrow im going to join track.. 0.0 yes i know im only doing it b/c i know some people in there, i want to lose more weight, and it would look good for college.. ;] haha how sporty?.. oh yea a modeling agency called me while i was on the phone with chick.. she was are you interested in modeling? i was like um only for about 1year.. [bull shiting] shes like how tall are you? me 6foot ma'am.. she said so miss your 16 right? im like no 15 at the moment.. shes like ok heres my number i want you in my office soon! lmfao
i know i will always stop & see you and we`ll run into each other`s fucked up lives
* i thought it was going good with the cutting thing.. guess not.. ahh sometimes its so on & off i try to count the days then its like bad luck for me b/c then i end up doing it again.. my wrist will be ok its just super red.. no scars i dont think or atleast i hope not.. ive been under so much stress lately its psychotic..
* i miss the way things were.. ive been meaning to spend time with rick lately.. i guess what im trying to say is that i miss him.. that movie i was watching yesterday kinda related to the way i felt about him.. like the whole part where hes like "i hated seeing you happy not that i didnt wanna see you happy only because i was never the reason why you were happy".. ill talk to him & ally and purpose a gathering perhaps..
* oh yea i need to go shopping soon.. i realized i have no skirts.. mostly b/c i hate my thighs and i think dresses are like a hello wanna a cheap look up my skirttt ;].. sluttly in a bad way..
* just because.. im 1/2 gay doesnt mean i need your help gma! i woke tom said here this is from gma.. i opened the letter thingy.. and it had all these gay married peoples photos together.. at first i was like hmm..? then a little piece of paper saying "thought you like this -- i didnt know if any of those people are your friends.. GOD BLESS! love gma boo" gma thinks i know gay married couples in california yea ok.. it made me mad at first then i laughed about it.. i didnt want her knowing but i guess tom told her which pisses me off..
later dayz
lotta
today * was just weird in general.. science sucked another lab ughh me n sherry make a great team.. espanol we all cheated on the test =) it was grand.. math we had a test it was very important that we all do good especially me i didnt think id have to take it b/c i was suppose to stay after.. if anything ill get a 10 at most.. i tried to cutt my wrist with a pen cap.. barely worked but it was all red.. so much for that.. lunch was kinda boring i ate chicks skittles.. she always knows how to cheer me up =) anglish was boring.. capt crap =( us his i talked to marian n justine with my brown gloves on.. awesomeness. health sucked.. issues in gov i got the topic of should the gun law be relaxed? stupid topic i wanted something good.. even though i <3 guns =) tomarrow im going to join track.. 0.0 yes i know im only doing it b/c i know some people in there, i want to lose more weight, and it would look good for college.. ;] haha how sporty?.. oh yea a modeling agency called me while i was on the phone with chick.. she was are you interested in modeling? i was like um only for about 1year.. [bull shiting] shes like how tall are you? me 6foot ma'am.. she said so miss your 16 right? im like no 15 at the moment.. shes like ok heres my number i want you in my office soon! lmfao
i know i will always stop & see you and we`ll run into each other`s fucked up lives
* i thought it was going good with the cutting thing.. guess not.. ahh sometimes its so on & off i try to count the days then its like bad luck for me b/c then i end up doing it again.. my wrist will be ok its just super red.. no scars i dont think or atleast i hope not.. ive been under so much stress lately its psychotic..
* i miss the way things were.. ive been meaning to spend time with rick lately.. i guess what im trying to say is that i miss him.. that movie i was watching yesterday kinda related to the way i felt about him.. like the whole part where hes like "i hated seeing you happy not that i didnt wanna see you happy only because i was never the reason why you were happy".. ill talk to him & ally and purpose a gathering perhaps..
* oh yea i need to go shopping soon.. i realized i have no skirts.. mostly b/c i hate my thighs and i think dresses are like a hello wanna a cheap look up my skirttt ;].. sluttly in a bad way..
* just because.. im 1/2 gay doesnt mean i need your help gma! i woke tom said here this is from gma.. i opened the letter thingy.. and it had all these gay married peoples photos together.. at first i was like hmm..? then a little piece of paper saying "thought you like this -- i didnt know if any of those people are your friends.. GOD BLESS! love gma boo" gma thinks i know gay married couples in california yea ok.. it made me mad at first then i laughed about it.. i didnt want her knowing but i guess tom told her which pisses me off..
later dayz
lotta