hold still
yesterday * i talked on the phone with becca, mike lenord & his 30 y/o friend frank.. yea it was a interesting convo.. made me laugh which was good.. passed out.
today * another 1/2 hour waiting outside for a bus that never came.. the same lady that toke us the day b4 toke us again.. we were worried about losing credit n stuff.. i went to science we were doing group work i just spaced out listening to my diskman.. espanol we just chilled out spoldi called me an asshole =]lmao.. dizz & i just listened to our diskmans.. math was boring i actually understood what i was doing.. oh yea.. lunch people were pissed off i tried my best as a great friend to listen to everyone in the process i found out people were talking about me.. yea ok your fucking popular now.. anglish we went over that capt stuff ughh.. us his we just relaxed me & nicole were talking.. health was boring just watching that movie.. i was alone in issues in gov i wanted to go play with my crack lighter in the bathroom i was so bored but that didnt happen.. i stayed after for gsa for like 2minutes then math.. me n lauren understood everything.. over all my day was "okay" i say that shockingly..
i know u`ve heard it all before & every1 makes mistakes these days.. heyee nobodys perfect but the choices that you make may involve some1 else
* ok this might be a rant but just a general statement.. ok dont u hate it when people talk about you then all of sudden they wanna have your back ina heart beat.. wtf its like umm yea you can stop being phoney now ;] and stop getting in on other peoples problems..
* i was happy most of the day.. then someone told me one of my friends was talking about me.. i tried talking to them but i had to go.. i hate people sometimes.. what did i ever do to you to make you start flappen your gums? nothing. then what really pisses me off how they make up excuses "oh nikki you know i was just kidding" -- well why would you joke about me in the first place? thats LAME.
* theres something thats bothering me but i can`t really talk about it mostly b/c someone asked me not to say anything about it to anyone.. i just dont know what to do? what to say? ahh things will be back to normal ina jiffy hopefully? its not a big deal but to that person it is.. i understand but theres really nothing i can do but speak my opinion.
* i wrote a new poem! ive got my writing skill back.. yay
lets cash in on my emotions
i`ve got a bad case of venom in my heart again
your still the same fix-me-up mess that i left before
i`m going to kick myself back into the fast line this time
who adores your rotten attitude at the moment? Not me
take it to another safe-choice lover i don`t want you
i`ll punch you back with another hurtful line in a punk rock song
done reading your depressing anti love notes on the wind shield of my car
fondle with sand on the beach i hope you get sand in your converse shoes
tape a sign on your back saying "heartbreaker" i`ll agree
don`t pretend to blink too hard every time i walk by its obvious
is it appropriate to only wish on the shooting stars?
give me straight up answers or don`t even waste a word
your watch stops but that doesn`t mean the game is over
its just a temporary time out i suppose right?
later dayz
lotta<3 nikki
today * another 1/2 hour waiting outside for a bus that never came.. the same lady that toke us the day b4 toke us again.. we were worried about losing credit n stuff.. i went to science we were doing group work i just spaced out listening to my diskman.. espanol we just chilled out spoldi called me an asshole =]lmao.. dizz & i just listened to our diskmans.. math was boring i actually understood what i was doing.. oh yea.. lunch people were pissed off i tried my best as a great friend to listen to everyone in the process i found out people were talking about me.. yea ok your fucking popular now.. anglish we went over that capt stuff ughh.. us his we just relaxed me & nicole were talking.. health was boring just watching that movie.. i was alone in issues in gov i wanted to go play with my crack lighter in the bathroom i was so bored but that didnt happen.. i stayed after for gsa for like 2minutes then math.. me n lauren understood everything.. over all my day was "okay" i say that shockingly..
i know u`ve heard it all before & every1 makes mistakes these days.. heyee nobodys perfect but the choices that you make may involve some1 else
* ok this might be a rant but just a general statement.. ok dont u hate it when people talk about you then all of sudden they wanna have your back ina heart beat.. wtf its like umm yea you can stop being phoney now ;] and stop getting in on other peoples problems..
* i was happy most of the day.. then someone told me one of my friends was talking about me.. i tried talking to them but i had to go.. i hate people sometimes.. what did i ever do to you to make you start flappen your gums? nothing. then what really pisses me off how they make up excuses "oh nikki you know i was just kidding" -- well why would you joke about me in the first place? thats LAME.
* theres something thats bothering me but i can`t really talk about it mostly b/c someone asked me not to say anything about it to anyone.. i just dont know what to do? what to say? ahh things will be back to normal ina jiffy hopefully? its not a big deal but to that person it is.. i understand but theres really nothing i can do but speak my opinion.
* i wrote a new poem! ive got my writing skill back.. yay
lets cash in on my emotions
i`ve got a bad case of venom in my heart again
your still the same fix-me-up mess that i left before
i`m going to kick myself back into the fast line this time
who adores your rotten attitude at the moment? Not me
take it to another safe-choice lover i don`t want you
i`ll punch you back with another hurtful line in a punk rock song
done reading your depressing anti love notes on the wind shield of my car
fondle with sand on the beach i hope you get sand in your converse shoes
tape a sign on your back saying "heartbreaker" i`ll agree
don`t pretend to blink too hard every time i walk by its obvious
is it appropriate to only wish on the shooting stars?
give me straight up answers or don`t even waste a word
your watch stops but that doesn`t mean the game is over
its just a temporary time out i suppose right?
later dayz
lotta<3 nikki