take my hand
yesterday * i was suppose to go to larry`s but his gma isnt doing so good.. god bless.. i watched jordo while my parents went out to dinner.. then i wanted to go to dq to see ishmal so we all went as like a family thing which embrassed me b/c i dont like going to public places as a family.. freaked me out.. i got some cotten candy thing which tasted kinda good in a weird way.. i went to sleep watching er..
today * woke up at 7;45am for no reason went back to sleep till 10 drank an orange soda went back to bed there was nothing else to do.. listened to my breaking benjamin cd.. i`ll prob start my anglish project ina lil bit..
you can`t burn me ive spilled my guts out in the past taken advantage of b/c you know where i`ve come my past
* hmm i need to change some things about myself.. i have a list of things i need to focus on to make myself a better person
- no more cutting.. =-\
- be brave in front of mass amount of people i don`t know
- not care about what people think of me
- more confidence 0.0
hard list to stick to but i gotta make some kind of effort b/c i know i can`t keep living life the way i am with so many problems.. i guess realization is the first step but i keep to actually do something about it.. any advice, tips, suggestions would be thoughtful..
-- does anyone miss the old tv show theme songs? comment on which tv show theme song was ur fav.. mine is happy days
* to address some low lives out there.. THANX! for the comments im glad u have that much time on ur hands to make up anti letters to me.. i hope that made ur day ;] sure did make me laugh and not want to cut myself..
later dayz
lotta<3 nikki
today * woke up at 7;45am for no reason went back to sleep till 10 drank an orange soda went back to bed there was nothing else to do.. listened to my breaking benjamin cd.. i`ll prob start my anglish project ina lil bit..
you can`t burn me ive spilled my guts out in the past taken advantage of b/c you know where i`ve come my past
* hmm i need to change some things about myself.. i have a list of things i need to focus on to make myself a better person
- no more cutting.. =-\
- be brave in front of mass amount of people i don`t know
- not care about what people think of me
- more confidence 0.0
hard list to stick to but i gotta make some kind of effort b/c i know i can`t keep living life the way i am with so many problems.. i guess realization is the first step but i keep to actually do something about it.. any advice, tips, suggestions would be thoughtful..
-- does anyone miss the old tv show theme songs? comment on which tv show theme song was ur fav.. mine is happy days
* to address some low lives out there.. THANX! for the comments im glad u have that much time on ur hands to make up anti letters to me.. i hope that made ur day ;] sure did make me laugh and not want to cut myself..
later dayz
lotta<3 nikki