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my need for a self-pitying rant has brought me back to livejournal.
Fubu has moved out of the flat. We are still together but just not living together. So i am very crap and lonely. Veryveryvery lonely. Although i know my loneliness is all my own fault due to what a wanker i used to be. If it wasnt for my lil kitty i would probably be going completely insane. It's just really crap cos i didnt want him to go but if we didn't take a bit of time apart we wouldnt last another six months. We both just need to figure out what we want from life, careers etc. & we see eachother constantly when we live together and we majorly take eachother for granted. Oh well. Its only for a month or two. Although its only the first week & i'm finding it supremely hard. life=verysucky.its only now that pete is gone & i have no one to turn to i realise few friends i have.
I feel a bit better after that rant.
On a final note, i just had one of the most bizarre experiences ever. I just found out my great uncle gerod is a stoner and just smoked a spliff with him outside.
life is very strange indeed.
xo
Fubu has moved out of the flat. We are still together but just not living together. So i am very crap and lonely. Veryveryvery lonely. Although i know my loneliness is all my own fault due to what a wanker i used to be. If it wasnt for my lil kitty i would probably be going completely insane. It's just really crap cos i didnt want him to go but if we didn't take a bit of time apart we wouldnt last another six months. We both just need to figure out what we want from life, careers etc. & we see eachother constantly when we live together and we majorly take eachother for granted. Oh well. Its only for a month or two. Although its only the first week & i'm finding it supremely hard. life=verysucky.its only now that pete is gone & i have no one to turn to i realise few friends i have.
I feel a bit better after that rant.
On a final note, i just had one of the most bizarre experiences ever. I just found out my great uncle gerod is a stoner and just smoked a spliff with him outside.
life is very strange indeed.
xo