Now That We're Here, So Far Away

Mar 16, 2004 21:00

Staid song. Hey, I loved it BEFORE it was on the radio. I love knowing songs before they hit the airwaves…

You know what’s great? I can just call up Rachel and say, “Hey, feel like hanging out even though it’s a school night and we’d only be able to hang out for an hour or two, sacrificing any time we’d spend doing other things in favor of just being with each other.” Not exactly those words, but the moment is well defined there.

As I said, it was our 3rd month anniversary. I’m still not even sure if she was aware of that. I just sorta remember the number 15. But anyway, I called her up and we got out! I get a strawberry pineapple shake. She didn’t want anything, meaning she went just for ME! Sigh… I love being loved. We drove over to Stearly Heights and just spent some time together…

But today was interesting. We got Senior Class photos taken today. I didn’t order a cap and gown. I ended up wearing Johnny Flores-Rogers’, who didn’t even show up. Not that likely he’ll need them, anyway… After that, Joe decided he wanted to skip. Now, I love skipping, especially when it’s one of those days when it’s just appropriate, but parents find things out, and my dad isn’t particularly happy with me at this moment. I skipped anyway. I must admit, it offered much time with friends I don’t get to hang out with too much. I don’t think events should be discussed (titter titter).

But after that it goes downhill. I saw Rachel every once in a while. I hate being around her in extreme public, especially when we’re busy doing things. We’re both busy trying to keep on task, trying not to let the sight of each other bother us. We’ll exchange little touches now and then, but she’ll seem so distant. I hate it. I just want an entire 24 period with her. Maybe then I’ll truly find out if we’re supposed to be or not…

Eh. I’m off to… do… something…

Much Love, Supposedly
Anthony
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