in tears.. with no one to call...
i'm sorry but i really need to spill, and i don't havea nyone to call.. so i'm typing you...
i don't even know where to start... so i just will... and if this doesn't make any sense i'm super sorry!!!
you know eddie... the fake mexican... he propsed to me... and somehow that upset me.. i know it should be sweet, and it should be sweet that he came up and tried to do all this stuff for me... but it's not.. it upset me... it's like he's trying to take my friends... and he is talking like you two are best friends, and it is getting to me soooo badly.....
i don't know if you know this but i like fell head over for mykail... and.... i still am..he was single, or so he thought... so we started talking again about what it would be like if we got back together.... well it turns out that he might still be going out with cassie... that was like a knive to the heart... i don't even know... i supose i got my hopes up for no reason again.....
well that happened and Jacob asked me out... i really like him... but there is still a chance that i could be with mykail.....and i don't know if i could say yes and never wonder what would happen... i don't know if i am making any sense to you.... but it makes sense to me right now....
god i'm a wreck... and here i am typing to you about guy problems... I"M SORRY!!!! i really don't mean it... but i needed to tell somebody... and you came to mind... sorry to burden you... love you.... thanks for putting up with me!!!!
i don't even know where to start... so i just will... and if this doesn't make any sense i'm super sorry!!!
you know eddie... the fake mexican... he propsed to me... and somehow that upset me.. i know it should be sweet, and it should be sweet that he came up and tried to do all this stuff for me... but it's not.. it upset me... it's like he's trying to take my friends... and he is talking like you two are best friends, and it is getting to me soooo badly.....
i don't know if you know this but i like fell head over for mykail... and.... i still am..he was single, or so he thought... so we started talking again about what it would be like if we got back together.... well it turns out that he might still be going out with cassie... that was like a knive to the heart... i don't even know... i supose i got my hopes up for no reason again.....
well that happened and Jacob asked me out... i really like him... but there is still a chance that i could be with mykail.....and i don't know if i could say yes and never wonder what would happen... i don't know if i am making any sense to you.... but it makes sense to me right now....
god i'm a wreck... and here i am typing to you about guy problems... I"M SORRY!!!! i really don't mean it... but i needed to tell somebody... and you came to mind... sorry to burden you... love you.... thanks for putting up with me!!!!