♥Life is good, and i dont want it to end♥
So lately in these last 2 or 3 months i have been the happiest i have been almost sense my mom got sick which started bout 5 years ago...dont get me wrong in these last years i have had fun at times and met some wonderful ppl and loved some of the best but this is happy now, i was content before now im happy....Thinking back sometimes makes me want to cry...i use to be soo unhappy and couldnt figure out how to actually be happy, and i realized that the answers all lived within myself...I miss Dub lots and i think about him all the time sense we were together for along time and i just long to have that wonderful friendship we use to have, but things are different now i found someone that is wonderful and absolutly wonderful...i thought Tomas was a good guy (which i kinda thought wrong in some ways when it came to him) but this guy i think is even better to me....I was only good for Tomas when he wanted me to be and had nothing else to do...but this person makes me feel special and i am something to them all the time....I'm number 35 in my senior class outta 260...which is REALLY good, im proud my goal is to be in the top 30 by the end of the year...Last night was homecoming and we stomped on RP SOOOO bad the score was 47-0...i saw Nicole last night i really miss her like whoa seriously...i have been doing a lot of baby sitting lately...Powder Puff is on Tuesday i have to go to practice 2morrow...I'm gonna wear my clets cuz yea that will make it better....ummmm idk school is going good and its going by fast....i have a oober cute pic of Nate and I im gonna put it on here when i can cuz i have to get the CD with the pic on it from Nikki cuz she got the film developed i cant wait to get the film developed from homecoming, and then Nikki and I are gonna get another camera so that Nate can take pics for us at Powder Puff....grrr, i cant wait..well i better get going sense i think i have wrote enuf, im just basicly staying active and outta trouble which is good...well im outski..LoVeZ <3