Sometimes lifes not always nice but you just have to deal
Yea well right now im not too happy, and i kinda wish i had some dishes to do or a shoulder to cry on...Idk, its hard to explain and i dont think i should on here cuz then people say im stuck on myself and i complain a lot... Well im sorry if u dont wanna know about me or anything then fuck off and dont read my shit gosh, obviously you must be kinda interested to read it.... well idk all hope of me and Dub being friends is gone i think i mean he was nice that one time, and thats only cuz he wasnt around his gf.....But yea, idk i just got off the phone with Brandy, she finally got to talk to Eyon which makes me happy cuz then i know McKenzie might actually have some contact with her fathers family, ya know? And then she asked if i wanted to listen to Tomas and Jenn sing and i just broke down...I miss Tomas alot i thought that we could have been good friends and he was the 1st guy i have met that hasnt been a total loser, which i was happy, but idk i guess i was wrong, its weird because i even tried to better myself so that he would like me and stuff and it all got me no where but i guess thats the past, and it all doesnt matter to anyone, so i guess it shouldnt matter to me....Camping may or may not be fun this sunday, im not totally sure yet, i know i like being out in the woods camping and stuff, and it will be nice to be able to sit down on the beach look at the stars and just think about some things... I wish i had someone to really talk to about things but i dont and i guess its ok, better that way or something, idk....I guess right now im just down on my luck, well when school starts im gonna focus a lot of my time to that and being with my friends this last year and going to lots of football games and boys soccer games and stuff... things that really make me happy..ya know? Well idk i better get going i dont have to much more to say without sounding like im complaing some more.... Oh and everyone make sure u tell my friend Jes happy b-day sometime between now and sunday cuz her b-day is on sunday... Thanx...LoVeZ