update
ahh...... my headhurts and i love my laptop... so right now i'm bored so i've decided to update my livejournal. so today was boring.. didn;t go to school. had a BBQ at deni's house ishmail got hurt it was funny.. hahaha... so... yeah anti-headaches. don't u just hate it when things don't go your way or like u feel like something good will happen but it doesn't and then u expect too much and then ur like ahh.... u know? u get dissapointed .... well thats how i feel.. i feel that i've wasted my time on such stupid things such as liking a girl that u know u probably won't go out with her. but this girl is differnt. .i felt as if i couldhave gone out with her. felt like there was soemthing. buti guess not. don't u just hate it when that hapends.. cause i do.. and now i like hjer more than ever \. always thinking about her. and it sucks b.c u know she likes someone else.. and it makes it worse that u know who this person is and it makes it even more worse when u dislike the person she likes. sp i guess imma just ask her if i do have a chance and see what happends b.c i need to move on with my life.. i should have given up when she told me she liked someone else. but it was too late i've already got to like her alot. man.. w.e it just highschool anyways.. and college apps been a bitch.. too laazy. so how goes it ppl? good? okay then. my headhurts.. and i feel sick.. ehh... alright then... welll uhh yeah.. bye. oh yueah and i'm making a movie so ppl who wants to be in it tell me.... plz... soon.. b.c imma film startiung next week.