fucking fuck
Sorry for not writing, my little fan-journal. I've been busy with the bitch called real life. Namely school. assignments. lots. classes. lots. 日本語？難しい。I mean, a 15-page thesis paper? AND a presentation? AND being a co-presenter, that is, being involved in someone else's topic? and with Japan Foundation moving, no printed sources WHATSOEVER? Though Tanizaki Juunichiro is TEH GOD so it will be FUN to compose but still.... lots of work. Thank God it should be in Hungarian. Mah the prof is a Nazi. A smiling one - the worst type. AND SHE'S A WOMAN.
Also --- The subject-line basically tells my mood, I mean FUCK. Victor. He should stop being so fucking handsome and sexy and GAAAAH and nice and INTELLIGENT and did I mention SEXY? with a velvety voice and awesome smell, no, fragrance....... and MAN we were watching a romantic movie in class and no, I did not want to kiss him, no way... but yeah. and DARN he has a gf OF COURSE and met her once and she is like just Average Jane, nothing special at first......
Yeah. And the worst thing that seeing him brings back memories when we danced the waltz together in Fresher's Bal and we went to practice and GOD was it FANTASTIC to be so darned close to him and feel every .... oh well. just too goooooooood, it was. Now I talk like Yoda. :)
Also we are messing around, I mean friendly banter and jokes like when he "arranged" that I should have slave beasts(pointing at some other classmates) who go with me around the world and I will be the belly-dancer and they will protect me and occasionally fuck me LOL and xeah he was like 10 cm from my face and NO I DID NOT WANT TO KISS HIM SO BAD, WHAT WITH HIS LUSCIOUS, BEAUTIFUL LIPS...
AND YEAH I DID NOT HAVE A VERY HOT DREAM WITH HIM THE OTHER NIGHT!!!!!!!!! good grief, and even in the dream we didn't do "it"... though almost LOL:)
Ok and placebo-music gets me even more depressed great. Brian Molkov has the voice of a sex-god.
Otherwise. I met with Obi-Wan on the train and the bus. beautiful, serious-looking men with facial hair and eyes of blue and this is madness, I couldn't stop STARING they were so fine. Even so they did not heed me anyways. But it's funny I fall for a type I've never before.
Whooo I'm being pretty random here, deal with it ok:) this is called fangirlism journal because I fangirl stuff. Or anti-fangirl, for that matter.
WAAAH the dressup party!!!! WAH! great GOD it was awesome!!!! I just have to link some pics!
http://i40.photobucket.com/albums/e247/wica666/Fasching/farsang06024.jpg - front row from left: German host sis, Janna (thus the German captions), then Bianka, our friend Évi is back row right, and me in the upper-left corner with PINK HAIR! ROCK IS NOT DEAD YEAH.
http://i40.photobucket.com/albums/e247/wica666/vegyes/farsang06012.jpg -this is ME :D as a punk-rocker-bitch thing.
what else. I wanna star my new fic now. :D cause HJL well, let's me concentrate on sg OTHER than my loserness.
Also --- The subject-line basically tells my mood, I mean FUCK. Victor. He should stop being so fucking handsome and sexy and GAAAAH and nice and INTELLIGENT and did I mention SEXY? with a velvety voice and awesome smell, no, fragrance....... and MAN we were watching a romantic movie in class and no, I did not want to kiss him, no way... but yeah. and DARN he has a gf OF COURSE and met her once and she is like just Average Jane, nothing special at first......
Yeah. And the worst thing that seeing him brings back memories when we danced the waltz together in Fresher's Bal and we went to practice and GOD was it FANTASTIC to be so darned close to him and feel every .... oh well. just too goooooooood, it was. Now I talk like Yoda. :)
Also we are messing around, I mean friendly banter and jokes like when he "arranged" that I should have slave beasts(pointing at some other classmates) who go with me around the world and I will be the belly-dancer and they will protect me and occasionally fuck me LOL and xeah he was like 10 cm from my face and NO I DID NOT WANT TO KISS HIM SO BAD, WHAT WITH HIS LUSCIOUS, BEAUTIFUL LIPS...
AND YEAH I DID NOT HAVE A VERY HOT DREAM WITH HIM THE OTHER NIGHT!!!!!!!!! good grief, and even in the dream we didn't do "it"... though almost LOL:)
Ok and placebo-music gets me even more depressed great. Brian Molkov has the voice of a sex-god.
Otherwise. I met with Obi-Wan on the train and the bus. beautiful, serious-looking men with facial hair and eyes of blue and this is madness, I couldn't stop STARING they were so fine. Even so they did not heed me anyways. But it's funny I fall for a type I've never before.
Whooo I'm being pretty random here, deal with it ok:) this is called fangirlism journal because I fangirl stuff. Or anti-fangirl, for that matter.
WAAAH the dressup party!!!! WAH! great GOD it was awesome!!!! I just have to link some pics!
http://i40.photobucket.com/albums/e247/wica666/Fasching/farsang06024.jpg - front row from left: German host sis, Janna (thus the German captions), then Bianka, our friend Évi is back row right, and me in the upper-left corner with PINK HAIR! ROCK IS NOT DEAD YEAH.
http://i40.photobucket.com/albums/e247/wica666/vegyes/farsang06012.jpg -this is ME :D as a punk-rocker-bitch thing.
what else. I wanna star my new fic now. :D cause HJL well, let's me concentrate on sg OTHER than my loserness.