Oct 04, 2004 17:25
i go to skool and cant stop thinking about you. i sit in class and wonder if you are missing me, writing my name over and over till you pen runs out of ink like i have so many times for you and everytime i think that i remember the 1st night i was at your house and you were laying with me and crying and said "you have no idea how much i miss you" and i think about that moment because i know you were thinking the same thing i was.sometimes i want to get up, go out to the parking lot, steal a car, go to wisconson on an empty tank of gas not knowing were im going yet ill find you, give you a kiss and drive all the way home and all that would be worth it for just one kiss.
dont leave me because "i've changed"......you've changed from what i first saw you as too and i realize now that i dont care if you are"ghetto" or are on pills or wear sweatpants with fubus or get your eyebrow pierced or not because no matter what im proud to call you my girlfriend and i love you now and forever.
my mom looks at me in digcust now ....but you know what.....i dont care.......because no matter what she cant take you away from me! im not going to pressure you to tell your mom about me because i know how i feels but please dont deny me when im near you or talking to you.
im so proud of you i show everyone your picture and tell them who you are.
if calling me has become a chore for you, then dont call me i dont want to be an inconvinence. call when you want to or when you miss me. i can deal with that.