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okay, so it's time for a LONG catch-up entry. maybe.
friday matt and i went to see die another day, which was pretty good. from there we came to my house and ate a turkey dinner with my family, which was yummy. I LOVE MASHED POTATOES. yummmmmm. haha, then after the dinner we went back to the movie theater and saw they. i thought it was going to scare me, so matt gave me his coat to hug. but it wasn't really scary, just a little jumpy. i brought him home after and then came home and read myself to sleep.
saturday i worked on college applications for most of the day. at night, matt and i rented sorority boys and panic room and watched them at my house. we thought sorority boys was going to be dumb, but it was SO funny. i laughed so hard, it was awesome. plus i love michael rosenbaum & barry watson. though i'll never be able to look at them the same way again... lol. panic room was good too, very suspenseful and well-done. plus jared leto was in it and I'VE MET HIM, which i told matt ten times while we were watching it.
sunday i spent most of the day once again working on college applications. i also worked for a little while on a paper zine. it's.. dumb but oh well ;) if you want info, email me at orngcrushj@aol.com. i was supposed to go to matt's to watch alias but he got stuck at play practice, so i stayed home and watched it myself. I LOVE MICHAEL VARTAN. ohhhgasm.
this week has been kinda sucky. have you ever felt yourself spinning out of control? but you can't stop it? that's what i feel like. i was okay tuesday ... i went to the first dress rehearsal for west side story and hung out with auburn, bourgeois, matt, katelyn, brenda, etc. but then wednesday i was a mess. matt came over around six to watch alias on tape and i tried really hard not to but i started crying in front of him. :/ i HATE crying in front of people, ack. we talked for a little while, and he (kind of) gave me a hug, which was nice. that was my worst night. i didn't sleep more than an hour collectively.
i've barely eaten or slept in the past three days, and i just keep crying randomly. i talked to matt for a while on the phone last night and it made me feel a little better. at least there's one person who doesn't think i'm a loser, and who has to marry me if i'm not married by the time i'm thirty. even though i'd marry him right now :D hahaha he's scared now...
last night i went to see the play again cause i was lonely and bored. bobby went with me. it was even better than tuesday. pam, minda, and tracy sat with us and chris came over and talked for a few minutes. i cried at the end again ;x
afterward we went backstage and i gave most people (joel, colin, zach, adam, jason, maria, breanna, lucas, etc) hugs and talked for a little while. then bobby and i split.
today was a better day. i hung out with matt this morning, and my classes were pretty easy. in a few minutes i've gotta go pick up flowers to bring to my friends in the play, and then i've gotta go to the bank and open a checking account. tonight i'm doing tickets for the play, and then i'll be watching it again with bobby and melissa. woo.