Because, who knows what's to come.
Just came back from cheer outing :) Had a really great dinner, yummy max. Though it kinda burnt a hole in my pocket. Thanks Josh for sending me to city hall. They went clubbing so he sent me to city hall and went back to hall.
We all had problems waking up in the morning today cause we drank yesterday night after cheer. They drank like crazy, and I was just "kissing my cup" as they would put it. They all got so drunk haha, it was amusing and worrying at the same time. Joshua was so drunk he was going crazy. Had to literally sit him down and tell him to stop talking, "I have sexy armpit hair", hahaha. And Joey was no better, "the winner will lose", "let me tell me what I want to say". Like what?! And vivi was best. She was like "why am I drunk so fast" and whining and whining. Sent them back to their rooms before heading to my room at 7 in the morning. And slept till 11 cause we all had safety training (lame). We all still smelt of alcohol, lol. When we went into the room, hanloong asked me, "what's that smell?!" Haha.
Stressed, I am very stressed and I know it. Let myself loose yesterday to drink it off.
I hope things get better, I don't know how much longer I can keep this up.