i hate harvest!!!
yeah for all of you who like me have had to suffer though the years of brainwash that occurs when you attend HCA. i am truly sorry that you had to endure that hardship and abuse, but believe me i had to go through it too. well the purpose of this rant is simply that i am sooo tired of feeling like a devil child because i dont sing hymms by choice and i dont wear unflatering chlothing because i want to save myself for my future husband because for all i know he is off screwing some other girl. well the reason all this came up is because every year around this time hca has this little event i like to call hell week but they refer to it as spirit week. well the significance of this rather bleak week in every hca school year is that well my on again off again boyfriend of the past five years is that every year at about this time he like all the faculty of hca gets inspired by the holy spirit himself and wants to stop his evil ways (ie. the drinking, the drugs, the sex, and the all the other "sins" that we indulge in freaqunetly)well that just sounds boring to me but by all means who cant use a little self improvement. the real problem occurs anywhere from a week or a couple of months down the road when i get blamed for dragging him back to the darkside by all the holy rollers there.saying that he needs to rethink who he is friends with because they can influence his decisions and cause slipping in his morals. i dont ever force him to do anything that he didnt initiate himself.he goes to night church and bible study and then goes and smokes weed and gets drunk. i would never try to clean up my act because i know i would not even have the will power to last as him as him.