are things ever gonna get better
well i dont even know what is going on in my life right now things are really weird my whole life has changed
all the people in it are new and the old ones are pretty much gone now everyting i used to do is changed
i just want to be sustained on a controlled substance so i dont notice reality, and i usually am. it is not like
i found a new existence but more like i dont really have one right now. i think the only solid thing i have right
now is my obsession with my puppy. blah is my world even with everything going on i just dont notice it
all the people in it are new and the old ones are pretty much gone now everyting i used to do is changed
i just want to be sustained on a controlled substance so i dont notice reality, and i usually am. it is not like
i found a new existence but more like i dont really have one right now. i think the only solid thing i have right
now is my obsession with my puppy. blah is my world even with everything going on i just dont notice it