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had me at hello

Apr 14, 2009 03:27

had me at hello
yunho/changmin
pg-13
love is hardly enough. even when it's the first and only consistent thing ever felt.

warning: REAL angst. for hoyah because it's long overdue. expanded from fic snippets if certain things seem familiar. holy crap seriously no happy, okay? be warned.

( how can it feel this wrong from this moment )

p: yunho/changmin

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oldwillow_brook April 14 2009, 07:49:00 UTC

I WANT FIRST DAMMIT! :D

loveclouds April 14 2009, 07:50:36 UTC

roflmao so have it!

oldwillow_brook April 14 2009, 08:12:43 UTC

Oh...

You know that feeling when something hurts so much you have this tingling sensation going through your arm? And even then..you..just...You can't read anymore but you want to because you want to see them happy hope for their happiness but all you get is misery.

“...Hi,” he whispers in the end, to the space where Changmin used to be, reaching out to grasp at nothing. “Changmin, hi,” he keeps repeating, but there’s no reply.I feel like everytime Yunho said 'Hi', he was in reality saying 'Goodbye'. Goodbye Changmin, Goodbye my love ( ... )

oldwillow_brook April 14 2009, 08:15:08 UTC

It's a mess again. GOD WHY CANT I MAKE A COMMENT NEAT FOR ONCE!? T.T

loveclouds April 14 2009, 08:17:24 UTC

holy shit...actually, YEAH. O___________O BUT I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO FELT THAT, WTF OMG THAT'S SO WEIRD YOU MENTIONED THAT LMAO. like it just shoots up your arm, right!?!? sdflkasdf i'm so glad i'm not the only one right now omg lmfaoooooooo okay okay back on track.

think james blunt. sobs. GOODBYE MY LOVER!

that's actually exactly what it is. changmin was trying to give him a one last happy day to remember what it was like but that's hardly enough to compensate for the lack of a relationship that'll follow after. cries.

okay, that entire paragraph is EXACTLY what i was trying to write. .....dies, if anyone asks, i'm just copy pasting that section back to them, okay? roflroflrofl ilu omfg.

FUCK WHAT NO THE KITTY ONE IS STILL HAPPY. SOBBING. SHUT UP. I HATE ANGST TOO, OKAY. ASDFLKJASDFKJAFS

asdfljsdf it's actually 4:16 am. i'm going to kill myself.

hi, i love you. ;3; ♥ feel better.

oldwillow_brook April 14 2009, 08:34:09 UTC

OMG You feel it too? Its like you have to shake your arm to try to get rid of it. Its as;lkdjfa I hate it!

I WAS THINKING JAMES BLUNT TOO BUT then I thought it was cheesy. BUT ITS SO TRUE.

4:16. How are you still alive and making coherent thought?
OR COMING OUT WITH SOMETHING LIKE THIS AT FREAKING 4 o'clock IN THE MORNING!

*takes heart* Thinks of happy Homin. D:

loveclouds April 14 2009, 08:35:35 UTC

YEAH WTF BUT I DIDN`T THINK ANYONE ELSE DID. ROFLROFL OMGGGGG CLINGS ONTO YOU FOREVER.

dude, clearly we`re just brain twins. lmao.

IDK I DO THIS TOO OFTEN, OBVIOUSLY.

:3333333 ♥

oldwillow_brook April 14 2009, 08:38:15 UTC

BRAIN TWINS FOREVA! XDDD

Hows that essay going? 8DDDD

You know I think I may be part of the reason as to why you're not getting your essay done. BUT DAMN YOU FOR WRITING SO FREAKING WELL!

Don't you love how you can write a fanfic in like 10 minutes but can't write an essay for like 4 hours? And it ends up being written like 5 o'clock in the morning and its the best grade you've ever gotten? Life is interesting like that. :D

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