find your happy beginning

[loveclouds]

find your happy beginning
changmin-centric, implied yunho/changmin
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the anticlimactic affair of changmin's suicide.

for oannapantso &hearts :3! a part of suicide!verse and its sort of!prequel. read those first to avoid spoilers :P. and obvious warning: this entire fic is about suicide, rofl.

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[oannapantso]

spot spot spot. brb, reading the rest.

[loveclouds]

hahahaha hi

[oannapantso]

hey :3

-applause-

UM SO I LOVE YOU. i don't know if you knew that already, but let me just reiterate: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

there was so much wonder about this. :D the anticlimactic affair of changmin's suicide... god, you're such a genius<3 i'm in love with changmin's normality. and also his morality.

IF I HAD TO PICK A FAVORITE PART, IT WOULD BE...

... ugh, just kidding, i tried. but nope. Mostly you had me laughing at some points, and pressing my face against the screen at other parts in anticipation, and omg i love you.

[loveclouds]

hahahahahaha omg i love you to. :))))))))))))) ♥

i don't think cases like this in real life are half as dramatic as movies and tv make them out to be. and i always found that to be one of the saddest parts. :( there's nothing BAM FIREWORKS GASPS ALL AROUND about it. :((((

i'm so happy you liiiiiked 8D ♥ :3333 thanks for kicking me in the pants, btw. LOL.

[oannapantso]

deeply, deeply.

and... i would have to agree. a lot of the time it seems like the media tries to make them into some big dramatic love affair event, but... it just happens, i guess. experience speaking, it seems like a lot of the time it really is just "anticlimatic."

and, ahaha, i would be happy to kick you in the pants any time, if this is what happens. ♥

[loveclouds]

exactly! :/ it just...happens. and that's what makes it so sad. :((

♥ you're good inspiration!

[oannapantso]

:| it's hard to see coming, yes. have i told you how i love the realness of your characters, speaking of? because i do. ♥

d'aw. you're a wonderful... inspiree? ♥

[loveclouds]

;______; i think you can only truly understand something once you've felt it in some sort of way, whether it be personally or indirectly. just like how a skinny girl will be able to sympathize but never truly understand how a fat girl feels, to put it crudely? idk if that's a bad assumption to make but that's how i think of it in my head, lol.

♥ rofl honestly, you're wonderful. :) you should inspire your inspiree some more. :'D

[oannapantso]

no, i think i get what you mean. it's irritating, you know, when people think they know everything but they don't? as long as said skinny girl is empathetic though, i think that sometimes it works out better than expected. :3

♥ ahaha, shucks. consider me your personal cheerleader, then? :D

[loveclouds]

agreed on all fronts. :)

WHERE ARE YOUR POMPOMS

[oannapantso]

THEY'RE IN THE BASEMENT, I'LL GET THEM IN A FEW. SORRY. :3

[loveclouds]

they better be orange >:l ♥