long time
havnt updated in a while. i got my license back.. and a blazer. its soooo wierd being able to take off when i want again. i didnt think with 2 kids i would actually be out so much, but they are both pretty laid back and everything pretty much anywhere i want to go. but i also thought id be free to get the hell away when me and rob fight, wrong about that too tho cuz it takes forever to get out of the house and then into the car and out the driveway when he wont let me. everything is off again too. had like a week of fights worse than any before. not even getting into all that. i hate being trapped.. feeling like im underwater and someone keeps pushing me down, letting go for a second and make me think im finally going to ge to air and then pushing me back down again. the wierd thing is im still pretty happy.. not in that area but i mean in general im happy. impossible not to be with my kids here :) speaking of.. mommy duty, so much for the update lol