I have heard that people vanish here. Already there was a number that have in the past. Four or five. I can't begin to imagine what has happened to them. I don't want to start to think about it. It's so depressing.
In happier news my apartment is almost as beautiful as me looking good again. It feels so good to have clean sheets, not sheet infected with mold, debree, and other foul things that I would like to not have in my life again.
Sophie might find it most amusing if she knew I actually cleaned a place, but mind you, this place was not filled with my madness it was with someone elses.
In worse news.
I can't get home. I have been looking at all possibilities for hours on end, and every time I open the doorway t leads to somewhere else in this world. I went to the desert and tried to jump back to Wales (Wales! I even tried Wales!) and went right into the middle of that dangerous forest. How could Scientists (not even magicians, wizards or witches!) block that power from me? I need to get it back, before they do more damage to all I have worked so hard on!
More powerful than I had suspected. I can still play this game.
They stopped me from using my powers. More powerful than I had thought, I should have expected this. I need to start to work on a plan incase they ever come to take me away or do something even worse to me. I can't let anyone else in on this quite yet. I need to see what secrets I can sense around here first.