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I constantly go through cycles everyday. I'll pump myself up about one thing, and then psych myself out like 2 hours later about that same thing or something else thats just as important. This semester is my worst semester yet. I'm all over the place, the impeding doom that is finals is diminishing all my motivation, and I'm just tired. There really is no time to complain, but my brain hurts from trying to figure out when I can do everything. Portfolios, papers, payments for India, finalizing all my traveling information--it's too much. I sometimes wish I had a personal assistant to get me things, or just so i can beat them up or vent to them. If only I had a boyfriend.