Mar 19, 2007 01:20
i'm really way too lazy to seriously try and find a boyfriend outside of like myspace. and the scary part is is that i dont really know where i'd start if i wanted to try and be more proactive. i'm definitely not the club type, nor have i even really met any normal, gay couples recently anyways. i feel like i have to really be very gay to be in some kind of relationship. i cant be one of those really gay couples. looking trrough friends wouldn't really help me too much, because we all only know each other and no one is gay.
also, someone recently called me a yetti. it sucked. its like what do i even have self confidence for anymore anyways. i haven't met anyone in forever, and after a while i've just start to begun to see myself getting fatter and uglier, although i dont think i am.
i really need help finding a bf
what happened to my really productive start to this semester? anyone else been on a slump lately?