Nothing Left To Hide (7/?)
Title: Nothing Left To Hide (7/?)
Author: Me.lovebyteheart
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Jack Barakat/Alex Gaskarth (Jalex)
Warnings: Mpreg and all that stuff!
Disclaimer: Unfortunately i don't know or own any of All Time Low or their crew, but if that were to change then i'll sure tell you. ;D
Summary: My life is perfect. I could ask for nothing more. Each new day brings a new story. But what happens when you let loose, for just a second? Well, that's the story that I have to tell.
Title goes to Mayday Parade :)
A/N: At the bottom!
Masterpost
Alex POV:
The drive back home with my mother was uncomfortable. No, it was so fucking awkward. You would have been able to hear a pin drop if you listened hard enough.
'So...' My mum said still staring out if the window.
I hummed back to her signalling that I was listening and went on staring out of the window.
'Look Alex, I know it's a kinda difficult time but if you ever need to talk or go baby shopping, that's if your going to keep it then I'm always here. My door will be open for you whatever time in the day, even at stupid o'clock. I just want to to know that I'm here for you and that baby. But whatever you decide to do with it, I will always support you. No matter what.'
Hearing my mother say those things started making me tearey. Is it too early for pregnancy hormones? Wether it was or not I felt the cold and wetness of a tear slide down my cheek. 'Thanks mum, it means a lot' I sniffed. She looked over at me and smiled.
'I'll always love you Alex, no matter what.' She said as she grabbed my hand. She held it all the way home which was nice.
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I was sat on my parents sofa snuggled up with a blanket, some popcorn and the batman box set. The perfect pick me up for a down day, apart from that it wasn't really working.
'Alex, son would you mind coming in here a second' My dad called, summoning me into the kitchen.
I got up off the sofa, pausing the film and walked into the kitchen. I saw them both sitting down at the table with serious faces.
'Now I hear from your mother that you have something to tell me? She said it is best coming from you.'
Oh Christ, my dads going to murder me. He is always going on at me to not mess up the band because I've worked so hard at it. This is a prime example of messing it up.
'Uh, dad. I'm pregnant' I mumbled staring down at my feet!
'What?!' He exclaimed. shit, shit, shit.
'Yeah, you might have a grandchild in like 8 or so months depending on what I do' I said scratching my neck.
'So what are you going to do?' He said angrily. 'This will ruin the band if you suddenly go of and have a baby Alex. Then what? After you've had it you are going to need to be with it for a long time. By the time the baby is old enough to be left with someone, All time low will have a new singer and the other side of the world'
'Dad, look...'
'No Alex, you look. I hope you have seriously thought about what you are going to do about this. I will not sit here and watch you ruin your life.' My father said sternly.
'Peter...' My mother warned grabbing on to his clenched fist that was laying on the table.
'I d-don't know what I'm going to do. I urm need to speak with the father, I'm not just going to get rid if it without telling him.'
'Are you sure you know the father. I know of your whoreish ways on tour Alexander.'
'Peter, how dare you say that about your own son!' My mother cried 'Alex dear, you definitely do? Do we know him?'
'Yes and yeah you do know him.'
'Are you in a relationship with him' My father butted in glaring at me.
'Yeah we are together'
'How long'
'A year I think, Started on the dirty work tour. Yeah, just over a year' I smiled. But then my smile quickly turned into a frown as I had just narrowed the options of who the father if my baby was to 3 people.
'Jack'
'What?!' I panicked.
'It's jack isn't it, he's is the father of your baby.' My mother gasped.
'I-I...I, yeah jacks the father' I broke down in tears. My mother rushed to my side embracing me within a hug. 'Im so sorry mummy, I didn't mean for it to happen like this'
'Shh Alex' she cooed, rubbing my back. 'Its okay Alex we will get through this. You need to tell him darling, you should take into consideration what he thinks'
'I will mum, I love you so much. I promise that whatever I do I won't let it affect the band, I've worked too hard to let it all go now.' I sniffed.
'I know darling, I know'
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All the way that I was driving over to jack's I couldn't seem to find the right way in telling him that I was in fact pregnant with his child.
As the house drew nearer I began to panic. What happens if he breaks up with me? Or if we decide to have this baby that I will get so fat he will think I'm discusting? What happens if...
I didn't realise I had arrived until the car behind honked it horn at me. I pulled into his drive and sat in the car going over my speech. When I had finally plucked up the courage I opened the door and walked up the pathway to his house.
I stopped outside and took a deep breath before knocking.
'Alex, oh my god. What are you doing here?' He smiled and grabbed me into a hug.
'Hey babe. I needed to come see you!' I smiled as he leant down to connect our lips. It was a short but meaningful kiss. We broke away and I leant our noses together. 'Jack, there's something really important that I need to tell you' He looked at me expecting an answer. 'You might want to sit down'
A/N: sorry there wasn't another update at the weekend but I was so busy! Anyway I hope you like it, I'm sure Alex's dad isn't an arse in real life but I needed some drama! :P if you commented I love you! And if anybody else who is reading it and hasn't commented well anon commenting is available ;) <3