Wow.
So yeah, I made a new friend. He's this kid that just moved to Orlando, named Mike. He's really cool and girlie, and he's a really good person for me to vent to.
I was talking to him tonight and he showed me this journal entry he made in his LJ a long time ago. It was of what he wanted true love to be like.
It was really cute, and extremely touching.
It's this whole wonderful sanario of being best friends and turning into great lovers. But true love is never like that. I think that's what made it such a sad writing. The truth is, the people you love the most are the ones who hurt you the most. They're the only ones with the power to truely hurt you in a way no one else can. They're the only people you let in deep enough.
I guess that's why I've always pushed away the people who care about me the most. I never let people in. I don't want to let someone in, then be hurt by them.
I still have some hope though. Eventually I'll let someone in, and they won't hurt me. Hopefully this time it'll all work out, and I won't have to experience hurt again.
And with that...there's a fucking mosquito in Ritu's house. It's pissing me the fuck off. It's already bitten me like 10 times, and it's the kind I'm allergic too.
I'm going to fucking die.
I was talking to him tonight and he showed me this journal entry he made in his LJ a long time ago. It was of what he wanted true love to be like.
It was really cute, and extremely touching.
It's this whole wonderful sanario of being best friends and turning into great lovers. But true love is never like that. I think that's what made it such a sad writing. The truth is, the people you love the most are the ones who hurt you the most. They're the only ones with the power to truely hurt you in a way no one else can. They're the only people you let in deep enough.
I guess that's why I've always pushed away the people who care about me the most. I never let people in. I don't want to let someone in, then be hurt by them.
I still have some hope though. Eventually I'll let someone in, and they won't hurt me. Hopefully this time it'll all work out, and I won't have to experience hurt again.
And with that...there's a fucking mosquito in Ritu's house. It's pissing me the fuck off. It's already bitten me like 10 times, and it's the kind I'm allergic too.
I'm going to fucking die.