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There are places I remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
I'm not feeling quite right today. kind of like that feeling when you forget something at home but you can't quite put your finger on it...I'm sad today....I miss my friends back in california. what makes me sad is that I've moved on. I've made a home for myself here with maggie and I have never ever felt more at home. I feel bad for leaving them, but it was time. I hurt people and nothing I can do will ever change that. I'm selfish. I know they may never forgive me, but my concern at the moment is, can I forgive myself? I've made a new life for myself and I need to learn to let go. I need to move on. I've never been so loved or as happy as I am with maggie, and I need to embrace that and leave the past where it is; where it belongs...we need to save up and move to somewhere nobody knows us, and then we can REALLY begin to start living our lives. the thought of that makes me unbelievably happy..... I just need some sleep. I need to be back in bed with her...I need to stop rambling...
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
I'm not feeling quite right today. kind of like that feeling when you forget something at home but you can't quite put your finger on it...I'm sad today....I miss my friends back in california. what makes me sad is that I've moved on. I've made a home for myself here with maggie and I have never ever felt more at home. I feel bad for leaving them, but it was time. I hurt people and nothing I can do will ever change that. I'm selfish. I know they may never forgive me, but my concern at the moment is, can I forgive myself? I've made a new life for myself and I need to learn to let go. I need to move on. I've never been so loved or as happy as I am with maggie, and I need to embrace that and leave the past where it is; where it belongs...we need to save up and move to somewhere nobody knows us, and then we can REALLY begin to start living our lives. the thought of that makes me unbelievably happy..... I just need some sleep. I need to be back in bed with her...I need to stop rambling...