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god these past three days i have been so lonely and so bored. my sister has been going out to parties and her friends houses everyday so far, ellen and alex both have been working since school got out, and my mom is boring and refuses to go anywhere or do anything with me because she is no fun. so ive done nothing but sit around, watch amelie ( its getting rediculous on how many times ive seen it now) and playing my guitar.excitment in my days so far has been going to get the mail and chasing the squirels out of my garbage can. i need something to do or else im going to start eating the paint off my walls. i need to go somewhere. i need to spend some money.i need to smile.