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Ok so im up kinda early... and i was really bored so i decided i would make my journal pretty... and its going to be winter semi-soon.. so i decided to make it wintery!!! and and and ANDDDD!! CHRISTMAS IS IN TWELVE WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol i know thats far far away but still omg im so happy, i love christmas and i love snow and aaaaaaah... anywho so im alot better from when i wrote my last entry.. im in a good mood... my mommy is out of town so i have the house all to my self till like tuesday!! So im just hanging out here and relaxing, ill probably go watch a movie pretty soon here... and maybe ill go make tea or hot chocolate or something... im in such an amazingly wonderful mood right now... like i love it! Im feeling really really happy! And i seriously need to slap myself in the face and make sure i stay sane, because i keep saying that its not worth it to live life so sad, but then i just keep letting myself get hurt! Im going to try harder now.. but it was a little hard when i went to therapy last night and my therapist definatly told me i had like serious problems, and that i was being destructive towards myself and that i needed to grow up. Yeah so i decided that i dont like her anymore... i want a new one. Lol so yeah i drove down with my dad... and it was nice. I drove back, which was kinda crazy... because it was at night and i was on a like 5 lane high way and it was crazy.. but fun. Im such a good driver!! Haha anyways.. so yeah im in a really good mood, so i think im going to go watch... FINDING NEMOOOOO!!
Im a happy girly
Im a happy girly