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Ok well today was absolutely the worst day ever, holy shit. Like lunch was like a blur, from when he wrote me to when i saw him next. All morning, i was deciding on what to do, and i had made my decision. I needed to set myself free, but i just wish i was tied down so hard. I wish i had never fallen so hard. I wish i had never aloud anyone to get so close to me. I should have known what was coming, i should have listened to people from the beginning, im in too deep. I need to say goodbye, i need to end things. I need to say goodbye for good. To more than one person. I need to just get away, Dana and i decided we were going to become nuns and move to finland. That was like the highlight of my week. Im going to say goodbye. Im going to do it.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.