not good!!!
im never a really emotional person and i never would normally be an emotional person. But after i found out josh was moving i just got really emotional...the truth is im going carzy inside all these feelings worries...ideas...pain..Right now i think that satin is trying to make me depressed and lowly an dit sworking im fighting back...but today i did something i shouldnt of..i now regret it.i know some people will think this is lame and will not believe me..But i want to spend the rest of my life with josh...i woul drigh tnow if i could...i am not sure if im ready to lose him..i pray with my heart