May 31, 2005 19:17
...I had so much fun on monday. At like 930 i went to joshs new house and stayed till 9 at night. I wish i could just stay there forever.His family is so amazing.I love them. I wish my mom was more like joshs mom. Teddyanne is such a sweetheart and she acts so young.She really looks like she is 30. I see where josh gets his looks from.I also got to spend time with joshs dad.he is cool. but spending time with josh was like being in heaven. Sometimes i wish i could just live with him and nobody else. Josh just makes me feel special. When im with him it feels like tome stops....i become calm and surine. My heart sometimes feels like it wants to jump out of my body for him...ya he will probally think this is all corny....but who cares.
peace out