okay
it is 11:16 and i am on my way to being drunk. i have class until 4 ish and then i am planning on becomeing shitfaced. this is not to drown away my sorrows, dont worry. im not going to become an alcoholic. and no this is not me running from my problems. this is me drinking. this is me drinking to reassure myself that emotions are temporary. that happiness is as easily achievable as sadness, and that just because something is broken now doesnt mean itll stay that way forever. i am going to be okay. it is going to be alright. life is all about the experience. and this experience was worth the price. i will never regret the love i felt nor the hurt i feel. its all worth it in the end.
now i am going to cook some eggs.
today eggs and wine, tomorrow no tears.
now i am going to cook some eggs.
today eggs and wine, tomorrow no tears.