I Don't Do Sometimey
Okay I don't do well with sometimey/ wishy washy people. I don't have time to worry about when I raise my hand to wave or open my mouth to speak rather a person will wave back or speak back or not. I don't do it I can't do it. I feel like either you going to always speak or you are going to always not speak. There are very few people on this earth who I would loose sleep over them not speaking to me so if some one feels like they don't want to speak to me on a consistent basis then give it up all together and make it easier on us both. And what is even worse is those who speak on some occassion but in the presence of certain people will not speak. That is a bitch move don't not speak because the person you with didn't or won't speak. That is some high school shit... I don't like you cause my friend don't like you but, when my friend not around I will speak. That is childish and I am taking every stride towards being a grown woman.
Then I think it is crazy how people just sit around and conjure up thoughts of me and decide to get in contact with me out of the blue. I don't know how to deal with that either. I mean I am such a logical person maybe too logical but, hey that is me. I don't know how to take it when I try to get in touch with some they don't want to be bothered, I give up on trying cause I am not in the business of running after anything that doesn't want to be caught and then just when that person is clear out of my mind BAM they hit me up like nothing has happened. I am getting tired of random shit and it is coming to a point where I need consistency. I need some one to rely on. Niggas disappoint me every time I turn around. I am scared of this relationship shit because, I am seeing first hand how dudes are in these out in the open relationships and cheate whenever they get a chance or they hide their relationships when it is convient. That goes back to being sometimey doesn't it?
I guess it does well it is time for me to get off duty I am tired as hell and I wish I had some one to bun up with. oh well I'm good excited about going to dc this weekend.