Today I bring you my second Matt/Julie soundtrack. A lot of things happened between them in season 2, there was avoiding, hurting, sorrow and finally, there was (or is) trying to move on and learn who they really are, apart. In my opinion, they will find their way back to each other but it'll take some time. My soundtrack is about their ways of dealing with not being together.
Because maybe they try to forget but they can't, because maybe they know what they lost, because maybe they miss each other but they don't want to admit it. Yet.
ZIP file containing all songs 1.
one republic // goodbye apathy i could be happy here as long as you're near to me / as long as you're close to me / now that i'm alright (as i'm trying) i can help you out (just to keep things right)
2.
a fine frenzy // almost lover (matt; it's such a beautiful song!)
well, i never wanted to see you unhappy / i thought you'd want the same for me / goodbye, my almost lover / goodbye, my hopeless dream / i'm trying not to think about you / can't you just let me be?
This song describes perfectly how hurt and betrayed he feels and how he tries to move on and forget her (with that stupid Carlotta nurse ugh!)
3.
kate havnevik // you again (mostly matt)
cause every time i close my eyes / it's you again, you again / and every time i hear your voice / i don't know what to do with myself
Both Matt and Julie still think about each other, even if they don't want to admit it.
4.
mazzy star // roseblood everyday you can see / changes in her hair and smile / i can wait a million days / while her smile goes away
5.
kate walsh // don't break my heart cause i'll fall again / if i see your face again my love / and i've done all my crying for you love / so don't break my heart again / cause if i see your face again / you'll break my heart again
Matt is afraid of trusting Julie again because he's scared of getting hurt again. To be honest, I think they're both a little scared of their feelings, they both got hurt, just maybe in a different way.
6.
air // napalm love i'm falling in love / i'm falling down, falling down / down on the ground / how strange is your love / how warm is your love / how tough is your love
7.
coldplay // sparks my heart is yours / it's you that I hold on to / that's what I do / and I know I was wrong / but I won't let you down
8.
a fine frenzy // ashes & wine (a great julie song)
is there a chance / a fragment of light / at the end of the tunnel, a reason to fight / is there a chance you may change your mind / or are we ashes and wine?
9.
from autumn to ashes // autumn's monologue (julie)
here i'm in between darkness and light / bleached and blinded by these nights / where im tossing and tortured til dawn / by you, visions of you then you're gone / the shock lifts the red from my face / when i hear someone's taking my place
Julie knows she was wrong, she feels lost and lonely and she misses Matt but she thinks he's already forgotten about her because he's got a new girlfriend.
I'd like to make it clear that I'm totally on Matt's side on this one but at the same time, I believe she was trully sorry for how she treated him.
10.
god is an astronaut // beyond the dying light instrumental
It's such a beautiful song!
---
Please comment, enjoy, and watch Friday Night Lights if you haven't aready. And let me know what you think about the songs! I discovered lots of great music while working on that mix, I especially love A Fine Frenzy and God is an Atronaut, although that Air song is amazing as well :)