i haven;t updated. im drunk, and i want to
i miss you. so much. part of me was being over-expectant (is that a word?) and thinking you'd hop on a bus and come home and surprise me tonight. but then again, i thought i was tuesday so now i'm all confused and don;t know what i was thinking.
everyone here has left or is going to bed. they're all leaving in te morning and i'm going to feel alone and sad.
i can;t help but not look forward to thanksgiving break. i feel like no one wants me and ill be stuck at home all break waiting on others, or trying to deal with the fighting inside of myself.
i want someone to love me.
i can;t think anymore. if i get sad, i won;t have anyone to answer me.
everyone here has left or is going to bed. they're all leaving in te morning and i'm going to feel alone and sad.
i can;t help but not look forward to thanksgiving break. i feel like no one wants me and ill be stuck at home all break waiting on others, or trying to deal with the fighting inside of myself.
i want someone to love me.
i can;t think anymore. if i get sad, i won;t have anyone to answer me.