Oct 26, 2009 18:25
she's not coming anymore.
my body is going haywire: pms and cramps and sweats and chills.
i feel stupid in my classes.
others i'm scared of not passing because of absence.
i just want to drink, but i don't like the sickness that comes with it.
i want to smoke, but i need to save my lungs to withstand my classes.
this room is never comfortable: too hot or too cold.
roommate is holding a grudge over sex me and my boyfriend are supposedly having, but really aren't
i'm getting tired of people and feeling spaced because they assume i'm "alright"
i need solace. or at least something to bring me up.
i'm getting closer and closer to crying.