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[lovebeyondstars]

i was never addressed with the problem my alcohol and substance use posed
i was never addressed by you with how you were feeling
you strayed first, so i pulled back in an attempt to save my energy
i didn't forget you, but i guess you forgot
i found a new source of happiness
but this has brought me to a new low

i was never addressed with the problem upfront
i was treated with seclusion, silence, and ostracism

how am i supposed to handle passive aggressive babble and cryptic action

she is the only one i have right now
and she's the one you want to take away from me

i'm not sure how this is going to end
i'm afraid i'm turning back to my sophomoric ways